im way too naive
i constantly fight with my inner self on one very specific point - to what extend should i be an idealist?
3 months ago i would say: just pick an extreme and never stop til you die.
2 months ago i would say: be an idealist.
1 month ago i would say: there's a very subtle balance...
but now, i started to fight again. i clearly know - with all due respect - that be and only be an idealist basically means you are escaping the harsh reality and choose to put yourself high up to gain low-hanging-fruit dignity. but if i choose to go on a complete rational, data-backed, pragmatic (not in american pragmatist sense like william james) way then i would never realize my dream.
so i choose to find someone who can actually respect my taste but can drag me back simultaneously.
this dude is a much better CEO than i do.
i would not say anything before any fruits settle. but i expect and allow anything slides by my trajectory.